Friday, July 03, 2015

Independence

This idea of "independence" has always been an obsession for me.  My early education in Zionism celebrates above all the idea of independence.  It was a constant theme in the reggae music I was enamored with in high school (and still am).  It was palpable in my travels to post colonial Sub-saharan Africa, India, the U.S. and of course, Palestine, where independence from is not a relic of history, but a daily struggle.  

As a freelance journalist, I have long sought independence in my work.  It is a theme of many of the stories I pursued. Yet, I realized that the feeling of it is elusive.  You go out on your own to travel, to freelance, to start a company, to start a nation, only to realize how dependent you are on others. 

Like everlasting happiness, everlasting independence is a myth.  Yet, it is still something to strive for, to dream of, and to try to achieve. 

To recognize dependency is equally important.  To give support to those who need you promotes feelings of true happiness and satisfaction.

Eventually, travelers need companions. Individuals need families.  Freelancers need media companies.  Entrepreneurs need teams.  Companies need partners.  Nations need allies.   

These relationships lose their purpose when they become oppressive.  

When entities work together as a team, magic can happen.

The truth is nobody who has achieved anything great has done it alone.

Still, the concept of independence, and the basic human desire to achieve it, is a beautiful thing.



Saturday, June 27, 2015

I'm Writing Again

This is a long time coming.  For 3 years I've been in the trenches. Founding, running, and growing a start up from the ground up is no easy task.  Actually, it's a lot like freelance war reporting (more on that in a subsequent post). It's been an incredible experience, and one that thankfully is far from over. Thanks to the hard work of our amazing team and community, Storyhunter is now growing rapidly. 

What I realized is that in the myriad team meetings, investor meetings, sales calls, presentations, conferences, UX/UI wire framing sessions, design critiques, and the countless hours spent thinking about strategy and growth, I have neglected one of my favorite pastimes:

Writing.

It is actually more than a pastime. I used to make a living doing it.  It was my profession.  What I didn't realize until now is that, on some basic level, it was also a need. 

The reasons I'm writing again are plenty.  Here are 4 that come to mind: 

1. It makes me feel good
2. It crystallizes my thinking about world
3. It helps me understand myself
4. It changes my brain

Let me explain point 4.  When I write I feel like my brain chemistry changes. I honestly feel different.  I am more open to people and ideas. I feel a sense of calm about the world.  I feel like I am back in a curious mindset, rather than one who already knows it all.  The cogent ideas that emerge clear out cobwebs in the attic of my mind.  The inner exploration writing requires leads to many cathartic moments.   This is the power of writing, and I'm so excited to be re-discovering it.

So yeah, starting now, I am once again a writer, and this now antiquated Blogger-powered website will be my cave wall.  I'm not sure right now how disciplined I can/will be.  I can't promise a long post every time.  Or a poetic or profound one.  All I know is that it feels good to be typing freely again.